Thank you so much all of you for your comments and support! It really helps me.I'm starting to believe it can be done, turning something in, even if it has some holes and is not yet complete. That alone makes me feel much better, more enthusiastic and positive. Then again, it is really difficult to write something of which I am not so sure, and leave it like that, instead of re-checking the sources... but oh well... that's why I said I would "fake" wisdom.
Thanks to you, I think I can keep up the hope.
